"Money, Money, Money"

I am not in a good money situation at the moment. I thought that my expenses were within the limits of my income, but they're not. They're outside it. And my credit card bill is bigger than I thought it was. I've heard people @ my store say that the salary I make is nothing, but it was more than the last one, which was way worse, and I still thought I had minimized my expenses, so I didn't think it was a problem.....but now I have a problem.

Stink.

Only You

Do you think of me? Do you miss me? I am missing you... more than you have any conception of. If you only knew how much I care (love, deeply). I miss you.

Uh-Mazing Grace

I just found an UHHHHHHHHmazing church. Could not be more excited. God is so ridiculously good to me! Which reminds me of how "there's more to life than being ridiculously ridiculously good looking." lol.

I Know

I look back on my previous posts, and I am embarrassed by some of the things I said. Actually, I'm embarrassed by some of the things I did and how I lived. I know that my life has to change. My heart has been surrendered to God and my mind set on surrendering my life to him and living for His glory again for some time now, but now is the time when I must start putting that into action.

I know some people might have read those things and determined that perhaps I'm not of that caliber. God just keeps reminding me, when I think of the things I regret doing in the past, that I am forgiven. I AM FORGIVEN and nobody else has the right to judge me, or to not forgive me as well....it's just not their right. Like, who are we in comparison to God? If God has forgiven someone, then it just beckons that we do too. We can't act like our judgment trumps God's or that we're more important than God. Just doesn't work like that.

This move to Colorado was about me changing my life, and I'm excited to do that. I'm excited to live for God and turn my life around to the way it should be. I have nothing holding me back from that here, or in my life, anymore. God's the only thing in this world that I WANT to live for. I'm excited....excited for everything God has for me!

I know no one reads this, lol, but it's therapeutic anyway. And now it's time for bed!!!

I am a good person.

And I am going to bawl like a baby when Holly Abbot moves.

New Life....

This new life feels good :)

Upside Down Guitar

So, I splurged on a new acoustic guitar because it's another lifelong dream (to play), and pursuing my lifelong dreams is the theme of my life right now!

However, I'm a lefty, so first of all, I have to play backwards.

Secondly, this is going to be a very slow process. Stink. I'm determined to stick with it. I love guitar =p