I Know

I look back on my previous posts, and I am embarrassed by some of the things I said. Actually, I'm embarrassed by some of the things I did and how I lived. I know that my life has to change. My heart has been surrendered to God and my mind set on surrendering my life to him and living for His glory again for some time now, but now is the time when I must start putting that into action.

I know some people might have read those things and determined that perhaps I'm not of that caliber. God just keeps reminding me, when I think of the things I regret doing in the past, that I am forgiven. I AM FORGIVEN and nobody else has the right to judge me, or to not forgive me as well....it's just not their right. Like, who are we in comparison to God? If God has forgiven someone, then it just beckons that we do too. We can't act like our judgment trumps God's or that we're more important than God. Just doesn't work like that.

This move to Colorado was about me changing my life, and I'm excited to do that. I'm excited to live for God and turn my life around to the way it should be. I have nothing holding me back from that here, or in my life, anymore. God's the only thing in this world that I WANT to live for. I'm excited....excited for everything God has for me!

I know no one reads this, lol, but it's therapeutic anyway. And now it's time for bed!!!

I am a good person.

And I am going to bawl like a baby when Holly Abbot moves.

New Life....

This new life feels good :)